Truthful Tuesday.

I have been so out of it for the past 2 weeks that I feel completely helpless. I am waiting on starting my new job still. I am running out of money again, and I really don’t have anyone to really talk to anymore. I feel like my life is mainly just full of people that generally want something from me. 

It’s a really shitty feeling. I have been trying to get my sleep schedule on track but I can’t seem to fall asleep before like 3-4am. 

These crazy moods/feelings are driving me to what I feel might be insanity. I need an out or something where I can get my mind busy and and off the bullshit.

truthful tuesday.

I wish I was Oprah rich.

So we can live in our gingerbread house completely content making yummy confections.

Truthful Tuesday

At my age I still have to hide my drinking from my mother. Also, I just drank 2 beers in front of her. I think she didn’t realize that it was beer because I was drinking craft beer and not your bud light.

Truthful Tuesday.

I have never felt this good. EVER.

It’s all cause of one person. 

Her smile can save the world, my world. 

Truthful Tuesday.

When I see the words “lemon party” or hear people talk abut said party.

All I can think about is 3 senior citizens sucking each other off.

The internet has ruined me.

Truthful Tuesday.

I have sat at my desk with a massive erection for the better part of today. I really need to take care of this.

Truthful Tuesday

I’m wearing mesh shorts under my slacks so I can take my pants off faster when I get home.

Related, they feel great on leather chairs too. It’s not sticky and absolutely no butt sweat!

Truthful Tuesday

I have had the same friends that I’ve had since I was in 2nd grade. I have had some good new ones, but my friends have always been family to me.

Truthful Tuesday

I am terrible at the internet. I have a horrible dyslexia where I skip words but my brain will put them in as I am reading. I also don’t look twice and just click on things and show incredible confidence in my clicks until the page shows something is done, and then im all like SHIT FUCK THAT WAS WRONG.

YOU GUYS, I’m working on it. Seriously, I am.

Truthful Tuesday

Even being blessed with the best friends a person could ever dream of and having parents that care as much they do. I still feel alone in this world as always.